Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Simple Things

“God almighty first planted a garden. And indeed, it is the purest of human pleasures.”
- Francis Bacon
Stepping out into my back yard after two long weeks of traveling, I was worried that my tiny garden would have shriveled up and died for lack of water, attention, and care. Nature has a fighting spirit, however, and I found sensuous San Marzano globes ripening on my tomato plants, exuberant leaf lettuce resisting its boundaries, and a mosh pit of red, white, and yellow onion greens weaving their way back and forth into one another. I sat down on the green plastic crate that is my all-weather garden seat, and I smiled at being back in my own tiny piece of green - my miniature oasis in the chaotic suburb where we make our home. Reaching out to touch the leaves, I sighed at how pretty it had grown and I silently thanked God for small blessings.
Five wooden garden frames constitute my back yard garden. Each is three feet wide and four feet long. A length of 1x4 makes up each side, and the four-inch-tall frame is placed upon its twin, so that the depth of each box is eight inches. Four of the frames are placed in a rectangle, two by two, with a three foot wide path running between - in total, a space about nine feet by nine, fenced in by a two-foot-tall white picket fence. To my left, lettuce is ready for tonight’s dinner. In the box catty-corner, strawberry plants, the berries spent. To my right, the wildly reaching onion greens, threatening with their pointy ends the peppermint that grows between it and the strawberries. In that far corner of my wee garden, a lonely sweet pepper hangs on its one-foot-tall plant - too rainy or too acidic the soil, I don’t rightfully know. The basil, however, is prolific.
As Francis Bacon observed, the garden predates man. In many traditions, man was born into a garden, then began to experiment and interact with its plants and trees. To cultivate the soil and propagate vegetation for consumption was the modus operandi of man once he decided to put down his own roots. Evolving beyond the hunter-gatherer, the farmer learned to make his food come to him, rather than being forced to go in search of his food. The family farm developed into an opportunity for trade, each farmer specializing in choice crops and bartering one’s corn with another’s wheat to round out his family’s table. Today, those family farms are an endangered species, crowded out by invasive corporate farms like King Ranch and Miller & Lux that partner with political and other corporate factions to control America’s perception of food and nutrition.
The garden - a universal symbol for life and growth and sustenance. It frightens me that smaller family farms are being subjugated under the clouds of mega-farms with their political affiliations, genetic modifications, and prolific chemical applications.  It is common knowledge the dairy industry partnered with the government to push onto the American public a product that, according to The China Study, has increased heart disease and cancer exponentially - especially among women. GMOs are now prevalent in our grocery stores and it has become a challenge to avoid those which are harmful. Pesticides and hormones run rampant in commercial food production, where plants are “protected” from insects by the application of toxic substances and animals’ flesh made fleshier by the injection of hormones. The consumer, in turn, ingests those toxins and hormones, causing illness and free radicals to run rampant in our sensitive systems.
I can’t fight it all. That isn’t my hill to die on. I can, however, frequent my Mennonite friends’ stand at our farmer’s market, buy organic varieties of the “Dirty Dozen,” and plant my own little garden from which to make salads, salsas, and roasted veggies for my family. That much I can do.
Filled with satisfaction and recharged, silly as it might seem to some, by a brief sit in my own little world, I stand up, feeling the lines from the plastic crate still indented in my legs and backside. I take in the whole of it one more time and smile, grateful for the simple things in life.

Thursday, August 20, 2015

First Day of School

Somehow it's different this year, but I can't put my finger on it. There is the same range of abilities, same range of personalities, same A+ students and would-be dropouts. But somehow, it's different. Maybe I'm just getting old. I've been at this for over 17 years now, after all. I had worried, at the end of last spring and even admittedly, over the summer, that I was beginning to become jaded, that my mindset showed early onset cynicism. Changing rooms, not having textbooks, and the simple stress of life didn't help. Then came the first day of school.

As I prepared for Tuesday, August 17, 2015, I looked forward to seeing the faces of those students I knew and loved - students who I hoped trusted me with the same degree of intensity as I had passion for their learning. I also knew I was getting hordes of students new to me. I admit, even after 17 years, there is some anxiety there. How will I get to know them fast enough that I can establish relationships before they begin to slide away from me? Teenagers are slippery like that.

In they strolled, sneaked, sauntered, strutted... nervous and excited and bored and hopeful, just like me in so many ways. Standing on opposite sides of a mirror, we were. I interpreted every move, every glance, every word. I don't think they realized what a study in adolescent sociology they were that first day.

Tuesday went by in a blur, just like everything does when you want it to be 'just right.' I called a female student "Mr. (Last Name)". I tripped over my stool. The tech department didn't have our websites up. I felt lame going "old school" and handing out paper copies of Student Interest Inventories. But I also connected, at least in some small way, with every student who walked through my door. I learned the names over 80 students new to me. My kids worked and wrote and discussed and settled in. My heart danced at seeing the faces of students I adore and the new faces of students I would get to know.

Perhaps it seems inconsequential to those who don't teach - who don't have the privilege and honor of seeing young people grow and develop into the very adults who will run our world in a matter of years. But when I read those Inventories and learn about the boy whose father just died, the kids who want me to push them so that they can be their best, the multiple children whose families are being ripped apart by divorce,  the students who are excited to be here with me, and the too many teens who feel like they don't have a friend in the world, I count myself fortunate. I am needed here.

There is an oft-told story about an old man walking down a beach where hundreds upon hundreds of starfish had washed up on shore. He would stoop, pick one up, and throw it into the ocean, stoop, pick one up, and throw it...  As he walked down the beach, continuing his mission, he was stopped by a man who asked him what he was doing: "Why are you throwing them into the ocean?"

"Because the tide is out and the sun is up, and if I don't throw them further in, they will die."

"Don't you realize there are miles of beach and thousands of starfish here? You can't possibly save them all. In fact, even if you work all day, it won't make a difference!"

The old man listened calmly, and then bent down to pick up another starfish and threw it into the sea. "It made a difference to that one."

Let me be the difference this year.